This is my God, Your God.

went to baybeats with the peeps today.
not too bad though,
haha the songs are nice, and i meant real nice.
after that went to slack around while bryane, jen and dodo bought their shirts.
ate dinner and then went to sat at the riverside.
talk quite alot with them. had fun though. hahah

idk why, but when i looked at the vast dark sky,
emotions engulfed me.
things that have happened to me, my friends, my family,
i really felt so helpless.
theres like nothing i can do to change this world i am living in.
all this while, i have wanted to live a life i desired,
yet, all i get in return is just disappoinments, and more disappoinments.
i felt so down,
i swear,
if i were alone there,
i would have cried my ass off.
i really cnnt take the amt of pressure i am facing.
i really felt like letting go of everything,
and just sleep forever.
who knows how long more i can take it.

sorry for the lengthy post, but i really had alot to say.
thanks bryane dodo and cheryl for sitting there to hear me out.
love you guys loads.

i cannt believe it
i am actually tearing behind my comp screen.
i cannot take it anymore.
why do i feel like the whole world is crashing down on me?

i really got so much to say.
i really do.
but i dont know where to start from.

i feel so.. forget it.

so to summarize my day here:

1) woke up at 1-.-
2) went to find melle and played pool :D
catched up with him. had fun :D
3) went over to roxy to find fish b4 we went over to PS for dinner with the rest
4) talked alot and ate alot. hahaha.
5) sat at the steps and talked.
6) had a great moment of sharing and catching up.
7) made me woke up to realise some forgotten facts.
8) went home, and had even more H2H talks on the way home.
9) homed.

nights world.

i feel super messed up now.
i really dont know whats happening.
maybe its just me, or the foolish mind of mine.
i dont know. i really dont.
its my fault, i guess.

HAHAHAHA
back from chalet. :D
truly, our class is super bonded.
LOL.
chalet was fun,
played games, crap, eat, drink (got drunk), party and blah blah blah.
what more could i say except....

ITS AWESOME. 1B06 ROCKKKKSSSSS!!
hahahah although we didnt managed to catch much sleep, we still had fun!!
hahahhh looking forward to the next one

NOTES TO BARNEY.SHARE-ROLL: DONT FORGET TO ORGANISE!!

Labels: I Dont Love You But You.

HAIS
didnt went service today cause of the irritating fever-.-
went to see a doc, took medicine
and slept my way thru the afternoon.
superr sadded. didnt went service for like 3wks??!!!
ARGH. :(

DIE. pom is like, shit.
didnt study much though.
dont know why, but didnt have the mood to do so.
hais hais

hopefully wont die as bad ba.
bye bye,gtg study!

NOTES TO 1B06: JUST 2 MRE DAYS! HANG ON PEEPS!!! :D

zzzzzzzz.
why isnt any of 1B06 online siol. lol.

POM is killing my brain la
toasted already la confirm. zzz

k bye bye going to "toast" my brain. lol

NOTES TO 1B06: 3 MORE DAYSSSSSSS!!! :D

Labels: study.study.study

:D shall post some random pics cause i am bored!!!
HAHAHAH

at Frolicks :D

unglam -.-

coolio hair la,
its REAL fyi.

HELLOOOOO world! :D

I AM DAMN ENERGETIC NOW cause....

I SLEPT FOR MORE THAN 12HRS!!! YAYYY!
been a long long time since i did that. hahah

hais econs is like a day after nia, still got 3 chapters to study
and get them into my freagging mind. hope can rmb yea.
hahaaahhahahaha.

i shall be able to rmb it cause God's wisdom is upon me!!! hahahahahhaa.
LOL.

k bye, post another one later. :P

wahhhh.
tired.tired.tired.tired.

studied at school lib with dodo just now, not bad.
at least its quite fruitful. haha
stressed cause exams is 2 days away and i still have 5 chaps to master. ARGH

tiring. i thought poly was suppposed to be slacky one?!!!! LOL

kk shall go bury myself in the notes now.
byebye.

NOTES TO 1B06: STUDY HARD! WE ARE HAVING FUN IN IN IN 6 DAYS!! :D

i am tired, i really am.
can i have the space i need?

Labels: buried

Back from studying.

and sad to say,

ITS NOT FRUITFUL AT ALL. DAMN.

hmm just realised that i have spent alot alot within the week,

like seriously alot.

kk calculating the damages..

5....

4....

3....

2....

1....

DONE!

Pedro shoes :$54.4

this shoes is damn nice*winks*

NUM sandals :$39.9

bought it out of impulse-.-

Topman tops: $43

guitar strings: $15

Punkstar top: $23

wahhhhhh, $175.30 just flew away lidat.

hais:(

kk shall go mug agn.

bye, world.

i wonder, where will i be without you?

will i still be the same me if i had not known you...?

suddenly felt that my "blog" is super duper imba dead.

so i shall be nice and update a little bit since i am tired of studying.

Exams coming up real real real soon= friday.

what is this man,

Last friday: having fun with the guys at classic

now: studying and getting buried in the notes.

WTBANANA-.-

ITS ONLY 2 DAYS -.-

ITS ONLY 3 MORE DAYS TO EXAMS @#$$@@$%^&!!!

MPL-ed with tanjin,

studying like mad dogs

seriously no kidding.lol.

he thinks slping on notes can help him rmb btr. -.-

so after he wakes up, he says he dont rmb anything.

LMAO seriously.

kk gtg study.

bye, civilisation. :)

NOTE TO BRYANE: pls meet up soon!! we shall go study at CLASSIC!!!! HAHAHA

Labels: i dont want compromisation.

Test was quite ok ystday.
Bought hamsters just now. heh.
Their necessities too.
Not going for svc tmr,
gotta pay respects to my grandpa ):
Shall go slp now.
BYEEE

heh heh. school finally ended.
i drive before. hahhahahahaha jealous???
yay cgm ltr (:
byebye