This is my God, Your God.

went to baybeats with the peeps today.
not too bad though,
haha the songs are nice, and i meant real nice.
after that went to slack around while bryane, jen and dodo bought their shirts.
ate dinner and then went to sat at the riverside.
talk quite alot with them. had fun though. hahah

idk why, but when i looked at the vast dark sky,
emotions engulfed me.
things that have happened to me, my friends, my family,
i really felt so helpless.
theres like nothing i can do to change this world i am living in.
all this while, i have wanted to live a life i desired,
yet, all i get in return is just disappoinments, and more disappoinments.
i felt so down,
i swear,
if i were alone there,
i would have cried my ass off.
i really cnnt take the amt of pressure i am facing.
i really felt like letting go of everything,
and just sleep forever.
who knows how long more i can take it.

sorry for the lengthy post, but i really had alot to say.
thanks bryane dodo and cheryl for sitting there to hear me out.
love you guys loads.